Those are my thoughts EXACTLY!! I also have 2 boys, # 3 due in January, and anatomy scan is on Thursday.... I'm thinking I'll burst into tears either way -- girl being tears of joy, but this is also my last shot for a girl... I'm also super close with my mom and can't imagine not sharing that same bond with a daughter. So I get what you're feeling... But then I think about how I was disappointed after hearing #2 was a boy, and the second I laid eyes on him it was instant love. I wouldn't trade either of them for the world!! and my two boys together are so close and have such a special bond, that I know they'd be just as close with another brother... Anyway, thinking of you!! You're not alone in how you feel!