Hello! I am having so much fun reading your stories! I would definitely like find out the gender asap, with ds1 I found out at 15 weeks, it was super obviuos hahah. I have that moment recorded on video and my voice is just cracking, although I did a good job hiding my shock, since I didntnwant anyone to find out I was sad. Then I went to the bathroom and cried for 30 secs, washed my face, and came out with a huge smile hahaha. I didnt confess to dh that I cried until after the baby was born! And only he knows that I cried! After that I got home and started looking for cute boy stuff, after that I just tried to keep myself positive, happy and looking forward to meet my baby. I think finding out at birth would have made it a lot harder to bond. When he was born I was already in love with him and waiting for him like crazy with his beautiful nursery and all his new little clothes :) so this time, for sure I want to find out asap. Also I will not tell anyone that I am pg until I know what I will be having.. I want to skip all those "i thinks another boy" or "aww hope you get your girl, they are amzing" comments! So irritating! So my attempt is in august, i wish I could fast forward july haha. You guys are so lucky already in 2ww! Ohh and yes! Sometimes I do feel really discouraged about the whole swaying thing, i get horrible downers, really bad... My dh told me is he sees me that sad again he wont help, And he has been super supportive, but said he wont help do something that he thinks will get me depressed. When I feel like that I just pray more :) I really hope we all get our girls!!!!! Xxxx
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change,
The courage to change the things I can,
And the wisdom to know the difference.
Link to my FAILED girl sway: http://www.in-gender.com/cs/forums/p/257118/2400655.aspx#2400655