Our big u/s is in 9 days now (single digits!) and the closer we get to it the more anxious I get and start to panic. I'm just really not sure how well I'll handle hearing "it's a boy" and I don't know if I'll be able to keep it together in front of the tech. I have absolutely no feelings or guesses one way or the other that it might be a boy or girl, my desire for a girl has always clouded my mommy instincts I guess, so whether we hear pink or blue will be a complete surprise to me.