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Going through IVF/PGD in hopes of my DD

An emotional journey in order to get my little girl!

It has been a year...

It has been a year since my little princess was defrosted & shot up into my uterus (sounds like poetry, right?). That day we sat nervously waiting to see how the embryos looked after being defrosted. I decided that morning to tell them I wanted to put in 3 instead of the 2 we had talked about. A teeny tiny part of me was scared I would have triplets but an even bigger part of me was terrified at the real possiblity of having twins. I still can't believe my DH agreed to 3. I could only get him to agree to an SET with our fresh cycle.

I'm so happy that my little girl was able to snuggle in and grow. I wonder which one of those embryos she was. Was she the 3rd one that almost didn't make it? I also wonder why her 2 little sisters didn't make it. Although, honestly, I can barely handle having ONE infant as this little girl is something else!! She barely sleeps & must have 100% of your attention when you are awake. There is no putting her on the back burner she is LOUD and wants her mommy ALL the time!

My little girl is now a week from being 4 mo. She is incredibly strong. When I had the FET one of the embryos was still stuck in the thing that they put in you. They had to reinsert it and put that last embryo in my uterus again. Funny enough, when she was born DD grabbed onto the side of the incubator/table while the nurses tried to move her over to the nearby scale. She wouldn't let go. The nurses told us to come take a picture of this strong girl! I wonder if that "sticky" embryo was my strong little one. lol!

DD is so beautiful. I know many of the girls on here have talked about not ever thinking about PGD once they get their little girls but I think about it almost daily. I think of all of the obstacles I went through to get her. How badly I wanted her and how blessed I am to finally have her.

One year ago I was scared, nervous, & hopeful.....today I'm happy & blessed that we have our little princess at home with us!

I hope everyone finds their desired gender at the end of their journey & I hope that journey is a short one!

Comments

 

GreenZelda said:

Amazing isn't it??  It's almost our one year ET anniversary too!  Congrats on your beautiful daughter!

July 21, 2010 3:39 PM
 

cuteangel said:

aaahh you're so lucky! I'm sure you don't need me to tell you to enjoy every minute! Its so special xx

July 21, 2010 4:32 PM
 

charliecats said:

Congrats on your milestone. Your blog was an inspiration to me when I was doing my FET--you were one of our first big success with a FET, and haev paved the way for many more.

Enjoy every second--it goes so fast!

July 21, 2010 7:44 PM
 

Ashgirl said:

Aww....very well said, gsbabies! I feel the same way about my IVF/MS/PGD DD....in awe, blessed, and deliriously happy. Thank you for your heartfelt & inspirational post! :-)

July 22, 2010 8:41 PM
 

megmal said:

I'm glad you posted. I was just thinking about you and your sweet DD. Glad to hear things are going well. Love to hear how strong she is!

July 23, 2010 9:59 AM
 

Wishing On A Star :) said:

I have 3 beautiful happy boys who are 4 years, 3 years and 8 months old.. I soooo long for a little sister (I would name her Ellise) for them and a daughter for me and my husband. I am ready to take this route next time. I have had 3 c-sections, So only realistically have one more shot. Congratulations to you !!! I have one question if you dont mind, how many cycles did it take to become pregnant.? Its crazy expensive !!! Fantastic to hear how well she is doing !!! Thank u posting x.

July 29, 2010 9:14 AM
 

lucy1330 said:

Awww.... Congrats!

December 3, 2010 8:52 PM

About gsbabies

I'm a former teacher & now stay at home mom to two ridiculously cute little boys. I am married to my best friend and have an amazing family of 4. Yet, I feel as if there is someone missing. My heart longs for my daughter.

The problem, how to get her? We spent over $20,000 on cycle #1 pgd/ivf and now I am cycling locally and doing a frozen embryo transfer.

We've said if this cycle doesn't work we were going to move forward with International adoption. I'm already 2nd guessing that plan b/c the longing to be pregnant has gotten the best of me. So, I really need to have this work so I don't have to come up with a plan b....I mean plan C.

****Update: So far Plan B is still on!!!! Baby on Board!!!!

*****Another Update: She's here!! Our family is now complete and I think about how blessed I am every single time I see her!

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