I know I should be so ecstatic, but I feel like I need to get out of the first trimester until I can celebrate. I still have the thought of the slow heart rate in my head and I am so nervous, hearing so many stories of women losing babies around 8 weeks, I don't know why I am so nervous, I feel more and more pregnant every day. I think I am having a hard time believing that this is finally coming true, I will have a DD! I feel like I am so close, I just don't want her snatched away from me
OK we are going in tomorrow and are going to hear a good strong heart beat little girl!!!!