OK I poas again while waiting for the Dr to call with my results, line sooo much darker and I feel really preggo today, the really sore bb's and the low back pain, and yes even nausea, or is it nerves that is making me sick to my stomach.
OK I expected that # to be close to 100, I am a little nervous, but I know I should just take it easy, in my heart I feel this is it!!!!!! I really really do, I am going to have a DD in Jan!!!! I think I am afraid to be happy, I still am nervous, ugh if it is not one thing it is another, the # eggs, the # that fertilized, the # of girls, I am so sick of worrying about #'s, I am feeling a bit sad because I thought I might have 2 dd's, and with a # like 58, I'm thinking we may have lost one of them.
OK in the back of my mind, I do know with DS#4 I had low beta #'s 15dpo, and my DR just said don't worry about it you are just recently pregnant, very early, but none the less pregnant, and I never gave it another thought, I just figured I was preggie, and let nature take it's course. So I am going to do that now, I am going to stop worrying about #'s and focus on my baby.
Bring on the beta Fri my little girl and I are ready to set those #'s soaring!!!!!!!